i think.....

i am retrograding.

degenerating.

move and or tend towards pasts.

inconvenienced.

reverting to an earlier, inferior state.

it is no longer necessary to understand.

or be understood.

not important to achieve.

but just do.

i ruminate.

on things i have no control over.

and gloss over those i have.

my monosyllabic answers are a cause for concern.

apathy.

that which is opposite of love.

is not hate.